Day sucked. Only got 1/2 day with Him. If that. Honestly i don't know how i will handle things if i get a new job that will not allow me to contact Him constantly. i just want to move. i'm down.
When i'm down and do not get my time with Him i seriously take it out on everyone around me. i take my misery out on others. Yes i know it's not right, but most of the time i can't help it. i'm sad tonight. i miss Him.
i want our time back, and i know with the weekend coming it may be worse. Plus Master will be unavailable on Monday. Will i use others to fill my space? Maybe???? Yes, i know that's not right either.
i look forward to tomorrow. i am hoping that He will have time for me. It's been a long while since we've had some "alone" time. i need it. i need Him.
i don't know. Wish i could just fly there..........................................
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