Master has access to my phone now. It's in a trial period. Using one program that seems to be a bit of a pain so far, and we just started. He says now He can see what i am doing more. i enjoy it as well.
i like that He has more access to me. The more control the better.
The rest of the week, until Tuesday, will not be normal for me, or us. My routines will be impossible to do, as well as some other things having to be put on hold until i return. As tough as all of this will be, i will be kept busy so that is a blessing. i do still hope to see Master on our afternoon call. i will also still be able to communicate with Him throughout the day. It will still be different though and i will still feel lost. Doing the routines keeps me on track, and Master said that when i return from this trip, that my head must be back to where it needs to be always. With Him, and into what we have. i've admitted to Him that i was slacking. Won't happen again.
Sorry, my mind is running. Too many thoughts at once.
i'll miss Him, i'll miss our normal, i'm scared, i'm nervous, i'm worried, i'm stressed......................i'm horny.....should i ask???????
i'll try to blog when i can. In the meantime................just wish me luck!!!!!
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