Cranky, tired and irritable. Day was boring. i'm in a mood with no reason.
Deep down i know there is a reason, but i have no clue what it is yet. i need to sit and think on it. Probably won't get much sleep tonight.
One thing i do wonder is why do people insist pursuing me? Why? Everyone knows and even comments on my dedication to Master, so why bother with me? i don't get it. Not just one either. One very old. One threatens to see me no matter what. One who is no good for me. i hate that fact, but know it's very true.
Another thing. i feel disgusting. i'm not pleased with how i look and i know i've done absolutely nothing to change that as of late. i hate myself. Gross, gross, gross.
i think i've pissed off my best friend. Yea i'm awesome!
i know there is something else eating at me, just not sure what. Maybe it's just all the above????
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