Found some okay stuff.
Something that i thought that i could add to a part of a ritual would be something of a "bedtime inspection". As in making sure my body is in what condition that Master would want it to be in and proving it to Him. Just something of a statement that i ran by while reading. i'd have to discuss it with Him. i do have night rituals now, so maybe adding more to the nighttime would be too much. Not sure.
i did not read about this today, but spoke with someone about using rubber bands on my tits because he has used this on a sub prior. i am interested in seeing how that feels and works. i'd like to give it a try, but again, with Masters direction and order.
So the emails that i found of interest that i wanted to read about were the following:
- Surviving Loneliness
- Rituals to Enhance Your Relationship
- Stop Emotional Snowballing
- Laws of Attraction - Manifestation
- Finding Inner Peace Among Turmoil
- What To Do When Life Sucks
Most of it i already knew about. Pretty self explanatory too. Don't feed into others, trust yourself, love yourself stuff. It's hard for me to love myself. i don't know how to do it or why i even would. Life long issue there. Still trying to find out how to change that. Someday.
my day, well, was mostly spent missing Master. He's had a really really busy week. i'm hoping that finally on Friday morning we get get some alone time. It's been a really long time. i miss it, and really miss Him.
i have a lot on my mind. Mostly about potential play dates. Pros and cons of it all. To be honest, i shouldn't really be concerned with it but it's stressing me out. In the end it is not my decision at all. It's strictly Masters decision, His needs and His wants.
Kinda tired of thinking.............................
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